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• Järjekordne päev, kus lihtsalt miski ei edene. Ma olen ilmselgelt oma ajud( selle vähesegi) juba ammu välja köhinud. Miski ei jõua kohale ja homme on svenska töö. Joy.

• Ja ma tunnen end üha tihedamini nagu täielik pubekas. Eneseanalüüs ja pidev depressioon on juba pikemat aega teemaks olevad märksõnad. Ülemõtlemine ei mõju kunagi hästi.

• Vähemalt midagi on selles ka positiivset- pole ammu enam nii palju joonistanud ja kirjutanud. Vb õnnestub niimoodi isegi mingi portfoolio aasta lõpuks kokku võluda. Ma oleks ülimalt õnnelik.

• Can anybody hear me?
  Am I talking to myself?
  My mind is running empty
  In the search for someone else
  Who doesn't look right through me.
  It's all just static in my head
  Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?
  
  'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
  Sending SOS from this tiny box
  And I lost all signal when I lifted up
  Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
  Can I please come down, cause I'm tired of drifting round and round
  Can I please come down?
  
  I'm deaf from all the silence
  Is it something that I've done?
  I know that there are millions
  I can't be the only one who's so disconnected
  It's so different in my head.
  Can anybody tell me why I'm lonely like a satellite?
  
  'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
  Sending SOS from this tiny box
  And I lost all signal when I lifted up
  Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
  [ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/s/simple-plan-lyrics/astronaut-lyrics.html]
  Can I please come down, cause I'm tired of drifting round and round
  
  Can I please come down?
  
  Now I lie awake and scream in a zero gravity
  And it's starting to weigh down on me.
  Let's abort this mission now
  Can I please come down?
  
  So tonight I'm calling all astronauts
  Calling lonely people that the world forgot
  If you hear my voice come pick me up
  Are you out there?
  'Cause you're all I've got!
  
  And tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
  Sending SOS from this tiny box
  And I lost all signal when I lifted up
  Now I'm stuck out here and the world forgot
  
  'Cause tonight I'm feeling like an astronaut
  Sending SOS from this tiny box
  To the lonely people that the world forgot
  Are you out there?
  'Cause you're all I've got!
  
  Can I please come down?
  'Cause I'm tired of drifting round and round.
  Can I please come down? (x3)

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